So this weekend, which started off sucking pretty damn hard, has taken a twist for the much better.
I had been having issues with my life paradigm in general, for a week actually stopped believing in all this paranormal jazz altogether, and was overall really miserable. I started getting back into the swing of things for real about a week ago, trying to figure out why I have moods that feel like I'm just totally dead, shallow breathing, yawning constantly, no focus whatsoever. I tried various feeding techniques and a few other things, but it wasn't totally helping.
So tonight I got myself watching videos of telekinesis on YouTube and thought, damn, if I could just do some TK, it'd really bolster my confidence. That and I had just found out yesterday that my apartmentmate has been sorta pagan.
So I rig up a psi wheel out of aluminum foil and put it in a pot to minimize air flow and eventually seal it off completely.
I got it going much faster than I thought I could. I put the lid on it, but only managed to get a few degrees of movement. I half-cocked the lid, and got it going pretty well like that, so I decided to drag my friend out and show him.
He thought it was pretty damn cool, told me I should get it to the point where I can consistently move it under the lid so I could totally freak out the other two apartmentmates, who are really conservative.
The interesting bit is now, I feel really vivid. Like it feels a lot like and very well could be an adrenaline rush. Kind of a headache now. I had forgotten how intense it is. But it's totally pulled me out of the funk.
I speculate that the brain activity which is used to perform telekinesis, which is very similar to the brain activity of bio-feedback, could stimulate the brain in such a way to balance things out. I mean, it is exercise. I certainly feel like I've had a workout.
Some Links:
PsiPog - where I got started oh so many years ago
[url]www.psipog.net[/url]
[url]http://psipog.net/articles.html[/url]
[url]http://psipog.net/media.html[/url]
Biofeedback
[url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biofeedback[/url]
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